HER FATHER himself
HER CAB DRIVER himself
HER PAINTING TEACHER herself
HER ACCOUNTANT online
HER WALLED a gift
WHERE SHE WAS school, work, home
WHERE SHE WALKED ALONE cracked sidewalks, criss-cross crosswalks
WHO SHE TALKED TO God
WHO SHE MADE LOVE TO David Douglas, Hunter Douglas, James Bryce Theriault, Freddie Preston
HER FAVORITE STORY "A Perfect Day For Bananafish"
WHAT SHE DRANK red wine, beer
WHAT SHE WORE boots
WHO SHE MET her old friend
ON HER KEY-CHAIN 2 keys, picture of grandmother as young woman
HER JEWELRY none
HER FINGERNAILS trim
HER WRINKLES eyes, corners of mouth
WHO SHE TOLD OFF her asshole brother
WHAT SHE SAID TO HIM "you think you're doing what's best for me, but you're not. You think I'm stupid, but I'm just as stupid as you. Get off my back or you will never see me again."
HER BROTHER'S GIRLFRIEND a psycho bitch
HER MOTHER takes a safe amount of pills
HER WINNING PAINTING "No You Don't"
MATERIALS acrylic on canvas, some charcoal dust, video projection, minestrone soup, shellack
WHAT SHE DID INSTEAD OF GO TO CHURCH watched "Zabriskie Point"
HOW LONG IT TOOK HER TO MAKE BIG DECISIONS 3 days
1ST DAY a list of pros and cons
2ND DAY throwing out that list and dealing with her instant reaction
3RD DAY crying coming to a decision
HER KARAOKE SONG "One Way Or Another"
HER SKATEBOARD FOOTING regular
HER BEST DREAM finding her brother in a crowd on Canada Day as kids
WHERE SHE WORKED pharmacy, taught aerobics
HER FRENCH improving
HER EYES like a wolf's
THE DESSERT SHE FUCKED UP apple crumble
HER LAWYER'S ADVICE forget him, move on
HOW SHE WALKED with bounce, with purpose, with dignity, with honesty
WHERE SHE LEFT THE COPY OF "THE FAVOURITE GAME" on the bus
THE PERSON SHE FIRST SWORE AT the TV
HOW SHE GRIEVED laughing, writing
HOW SHE BROKE UP WITH PEOPLE "I just realized that my life is a lot more stressful than i thought. I'm sorry." "I still love you. I just want to love you in a different way." "I feel like I don't deserve you"
HOW SHE TOOK OUT THE GARBAGE with two hands
HOW SHE SLEPT on her side, arm under her head, ankles crossed
HOW SHE RAN like a girl
WHERE SHE WAS BORN doesn't apply
HOW SHE GREW UP by a thread
WHAT HER AUNT & UNCLE DIED FOR cancer
WHAT SHE WHISTLED WHILE CLEANING "The Third Man" theme song
WHERE SHE SWAM the YWCA
HOW SHE SCRAPED HER HAND she fell down drunk but she told people that she got it from doing dishes
HOW SHE WAS SHOWN open-casket
HOW SHE DIED suicide
WHAT WAY
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